Sister, Sister

"And you wonder why I don't come home"
Your words ring in my head.
Your anger cuts me sharply
And tone fills me with dread.

Sister, you know I miss you
And you use my love for you against me
Turning my feelings into a knife to kill me slowly
But it's nothing new.

You threatened to leave forever
Because I sat on our brother's bed
You screamed and cried till inside I died
Because never again will we be together.

Sister, sister, where did you go?
You left me here all alone.
Sister, sister, will you please
Try not to cut so deep?

Far away you went one day
Barely spoke at all
You took your trip away from here
Then my heart started to fall

Back you came just to say
Nothing will ever be the same
Till I trip and hit the wall
You regret the place you lay.

You hate it here
Blame us for all
Target my heart
And leave without a call.

Sister, sister, where did you go?
You left me here all alone.
Sister, sister, don't you see
There is nothing left in me?

Sister, sister, I have died
Sorry for all the lies.
Sister, sister...
Don't make me say goodbye.